one year later

“No matter how long it’s been, there are times when it suddenly becomes harder to breathe.” Anonymous I will never forget the moment when our doctor couldn’t find Kellan’s heartbeat. I will never forget the feeling I felt. The devastating, painful, horrible gut punch. I will never understand why I am writing a blog post […]


“When we truly realize that we are all alone is when we need others the most. “ Ronald Anthony It felt like March was 500 days long. Yet again, I’ve gone too long without writing. So many thoughts have gone through my head, but sometimes it’s just hard to get myself to write. And then something […]

farewell 2019

“People grow through experience if they meet life honestly and courageously. This is how character is built.” – Eleanor Roosevelt Finally a holiday I love. New Years has always been one of my favorite holidays. I love what it symbolizes. I feel that everyone always has hope. Hope for what the new year might bring. […]

run away

“Work is when you confront the problems you might otherwise be tempted to run away from.” – Rolf Potts Somedays I wish I could run away. Run away to an island with people that have no children. Where I don’t have to be constantly surrounded with pregnancy announcements, pregnancy bumps, baby pictures, and baby happiness. It’s […]